It's already the end of July, another month and university will be coming my way---but the summer fun still hasn't started. Well, it's about to!!! Lately I've been busy, shopping for all sorts of things I'll be needing for REZ. It seems a bit early to put such intense effort in this, but recent arrangement says that I'M GOING TO CALIFORNIA FOR 3 WEEKS!

I'll be going with my mom and sister, to live with my designer aunt Hidi and her family including the kids (Valerio and Alessio). Can't wait!!! Malibu beach will be 20 minutes drive away from where I'll be staying... expect a good tan when I come back. Expect pictures! pictures pictures pictures!!! To those of you familiar with the latest RHCP album, I'll be bringing that to the beach... ZEPHYR, TERENCE! And venice queen during sunset. Ohhh yeah... So i'll be going to LA, with a weekend at Vegas. No I will not gamble. I'm going to see magic tho. Hehe. Childhood, so good.

The downside to the trip.. is I'll be missing you guys, my friends... I'll be leaving on the 7th so maybe I'll try for a get together before I leave... While I'm gone tho, hopefully I'll get some nettime, I probably will.. and I'll keep you posted!

For the past months, even year, my mind and emotions have been pretty dull. It's one of those things that come with age. (I hate how it doesn't seem like I can truly FEEL anymore...) Age is something I've been occassionally thinking about. The older we get, the more diverse our personalities become and our growth rates are becoming significantly different. Our lives are also becoming very different. There are some of us who've become quite mature, some childish and fun, some adventurous, some still searching for themselves... some down to earth, some prissy, some indifferent... Sometimes it's a bit hard to relate on the same level as before, but then again there's less of a need to do that. I don't know if it's supposed to happen, but I feel that I'm slowly retarding--emotionally, intellectually, and physically actually. I don't laugh, cry, or panic as hard anymore. As indifferent as I'm feeling, I do feel sad about it. But no crying. My conclusion? The state of childhood and teenage is gold. It's a very personal take on life but a good piece of advice I'd offer to anyone is... Don't be too eager to get older, you'll get there. You're here now and you'll never be here again.

Last note, any requests for purchases?

Wow, blogger has a new look. Makes me want to change this template but I don't know how. I actually wrote a new blog, but I think I forgot to publish it so now I'll write a new one.

Course selection is done. I only have 16 hours of class per week, and MONDAYS OFF! That made me feel a little useless but once the work starts I'll like it. Yep, so longer stay-home time. If I'm not busy I could even visit people. Hehehe. We'll see.

As an elective I'm taking this microeconomics course with a prof named Larry Smith. Heard he's inspiring so I'm checking it out. Same class as Poksee PKO and Acca, hehe! That's the only lecture I have on Wednesday.

So that's it. My update on what's going on. Yay Miriam commented!

Ever catch yourself over-dramatizing everything, stressing out, and having anxiety attacks for no reason? It's not pleasant. I feel like an idiot - kind of. It's probably anxiety about the coming of university, how much more important my decisions will be compared to highschool days. But then, it's not. Not as traumatic as I tend to think it is anyway.

It's been a while since I had posted, and even longer since anyone had submitted a comment. Maybe I'll try to get these online things more exciting again.

So highschool is over. Perhaps it's because half of highschool ended in grade 12 that I don't feel any different by the end of OAC. I've been told that it will kick in, but no, I don't feel it. Maybe it's because I had so little classes and skipped so much prior to exams that I was living a summer life already. Hehehe. No, I won't skip classes in university. I don't plan to anyway.

Course selection begins tomorrow on a program called Quest. Is that the same as UT? I recall the trauma... Hopefully that doesn't happen with Waterloo since it's a smaller school.

I'll be commenting on more interesting topics next time. Have a great day!