patience

Seeing my peers live out my dreams leaves me feeling very underachieved. Some of my friends have moved out into places of their own now, and I don't even have my own room. Where I want to be is so, so far from here.

Of course it doesn't help that I am getting to know people who seem to be my peers but are actually a few years older. Cars, homes, weddings, babies... blackberries in leather cases hooked on belts, investments... So many people are so excited to be building their lives. Next to them my life seems so stagnant...

I can't tell if I am stepping closer to my dreams with each day that passes, or if I am just wandering in circles wasting time.

on and on

My life has changed drastically in the past 2 months, but, life still sucks.