Realize - Colbie Caillat

take time to realize that your warmth is crashing down on in
take time to realize that i am on your side, didn't i, didn't i tell you
but i can't spell it out for you, no it's never gonna be that simple, no i can't spell it out for you

if you just realize what i just realized, then we'd be perfect for eachother and we'll never find another, just realize what i just realized, we'd never have to wonder why we missed out on eachother now

it's not the same, no it's never the same, if you don't feel it too
if you meet me half way, if you meet me half way, it could be the same for you

if you just realize what i just realized, then we'd be perfect for eachother and we'll never find another, just realize what i just realized, we'll never have to wonder if we missed out on eachother now

ambition

I feel inspired tonight. I have a plan. It almost certainly won't work out but I have to try. It's an intention, a goal. It's good.

hunter's moon

We all have hopes. We all have dreams. Inevitably we also have disappointment. Sometimes they make us so vulnerable that we cannot bear to share them with others. Other times the world just can't be bothered.

I can't write anymore because the rest is secret.

So,Remember Daniel Bedingfield?

Losing in life, ugh.

Sleep at 1:30, wake up at 8:30. This has been my general sleeping pattern. No, I'm not busy, I'm just anxious, every morning and night. I hate it. I need something to happen, something to change. Why can't I do it? It's not even 9am and I'm sitting here holding back tears, what the hell... and it's Thanksgiving! Why am I anxious and upset on Thanksgiving? ...Why can't I be a happy little dog... life would be so much easier.

Art and Fart

I am now miss artsy fartsy theatre goer. So far I have seen one play and two concerts. First play is "Way of the World", which I didn't understand and did not stay for the second half because I went clubbing instead. They were speaking old english...YEAH. I'd understand Engrish better, ESL and Phonics and all. The concerts were at the Cabaret festival, I saw "Duke Ellington Songbook" which kicked ass and was way exciting to watch, and "Stephen Page" who is the lead singer of the Barenaked ladies which sucked ass and wasy way boring to watch. I also slipped into this "Waleed whoever-watermelon" performance which also sucked ass. Tonight I am going to see "Famous puppet death scenes" which I hear does not involve English or Engrish, and should kick ass since it is a comedy.

But here is my secret: I am not miss artsy fartsy theatre goer, I am cheapo free theatre tickets hoarder. That's right, they are free from someone who works at the theatre. So I go. So I claim to be artsy, the fartsy part is probably true.