a moment of weakness

a thousand calls around me
a thousand faces to see
a thousand places to be
a thousand wishes to flee

but wings you have not
could i be all that you've got
when you're alone and distraught
stuck in the world to rot

for a thousand silent cries
a thousand times i've tried
what is to be sacrificed
why don't my efforts suffice

my innosence, my crown
my intentions, then and now
could they have fallen without a sound
i'm sorry to have let you down.

3rd year in Loo

So, my third year here at the Loo has begun. Work habits have not changed: mornings on due dates are incredibly busy, and other times... not so busy. Seasonal health issues have proved consistent: allergies, possible strep throat this September; and as both the temperature and humidity decreases, intense skin irritation is expected in the later months. Personal quirks remain: I still kick water and other dirt particles on the back of my pants like there's no tomorrow... more on the right leg at that.

Of course, there are many other things that are no longer the same as before. Some I miss: like certain individuals and the innosence of youth... and some I don't miss: like certain individuals and the stupidity of youth. No, i haven't grown that much, and some individuals I am still looking forward to missing in the future.

Some highlights of my academic experiences so far:

• Intro to Law was severely dreaded but has been surprisingly interesting so far! It's also held in an interesting lecture hall built like SeaWord: steep and tight arrangement of seats. If you drop something you'll never get it back.
• Research Methods is NOT math to some's relieve, but potentially relevant BS led by an inflexible lady with an inflexible fro who over-articulates her words and under-articulates her assertions. ...and she resembles a cross between a chicken and Ronald McDonald. McBitchen was her name today.
• 4th year Design Seminar is proposing a relatively expensive trip to Chicago, but a conflict with McBitchen's midterm is a cause for concern. I have a feeling she's going down, fro and all.
• Second lecture of Planning Theory marks my first sleep scribble of the school year!
• CONSER RES MGMT BUILT ENVIRON: no I'm not sure what it stands for but it ends early on Friday!

Enough for now.