QLC not in code

why is it that during my most desperate time of need the people closest to me refuse to help? whenever there is an important decision to make, when i am humble and in need of guidance, those whose opinions matter the most are the ones avoiding the conversation, leaving me supposedly empowered to lead my life independently, free from the hopes and expectations of others. do they not want to be considered important at all? do they not know me at all? is the moral responsibility of influencing a life really that heavy a burden?

it must be, why else would i need the help... so desperately...

qlc... ic.

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idkwtd. idtachm.

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midlyt, ykt.