Wow. I'm way past my deadline for DECIDING where to go. ugh...

I think I am leaning towards Ry... but then again it's not like I know enough to know if i like or dislike planning. According to Christine, it's not as blah as it sounds when u go there and see the facilities with the computer lab and the model building and stuff. I don't know about the content tho, cuz a lot of stuff DOESN'T need facilities. I know its a good program, its just a matter of if I'll like it or not. Aiya...

I'm writing this in World Issues, with Poksee here beside me... Taylor's not here today and we don't feel like working. Who feels like working nowadays anyway? Exams are coming and I'm completely oblivious to it. There's been too much worrying.

okokok.. i talked to my cousin, who just gradded from architecture ryerson this year. She says that the interior design program is good, and she says I can't worry about the money. Of course she's the kind who doesn't care how much she makes (obviously i am... moral or not). But I do believe her in the sense that you have to like it, and even if you do she says you'll still wonder why you didn't pick the other one. That's just the way it is. Anyway that doesn't help me. She did tell me tho, that her friend who's out of interior design now makes low 30,000.. that's coming out, which is much more than I thought. According to my arguements before, that should solve my concerns and "barriers" from me going there. I wonder if that's true or if she just got lucky. Seriously if i don't make 40,000 in 10 years of work I'd be pretty pissed off...

OK, poksee just said that's 40,000 is BAD. actuaries come out making that much. Damn i feel like i'm destined to be poor... i sense it... BOO!!!

Yeah, 40,000 is pretty bad if u're just surviving on your own.. or not.. i don't know, i dont' know about this stuff. its decent but i think i have the potential to do much better.

i think i'll go do other stuff now :"(
too bad i didn't think of money when i as applying ot universities... now i'm stuck with low paying choices...

BUT EITHER WAY, IN INTERIOR DESIGN OR PLANNING I HAVE A FEW CONNECTIONS... IF I'M DECENT I COULD PROBABLY GET MYSELF HOOKED UP WITH A JOB IN CALIFORNIA... but whether i'll get there is a completely different story and very very far off...

awwwwwwww i was so looking forward to co-op travelling and exchange to england and living at rez... if i go to planning but i'm so unsure about planning and i basically have today to decide i don't think i'll end up picking it.........

sharon thinks (she didn't tell me but i know).. actually no nevermind. sharon says 'i think u already made up your mind, just accept it and move on!!!'

whatever sharon. i dot'n know.

bibi