I had nightmares last night. I was sleeping but I couldn't sleep. I was tired and the dreams kept me awake. Everytime I closed my eyes hallucinations of people, lights, and noises would come and pass, and I was paralyzed because I was sleeping. When I open my eyes everything would disappear and everything that remained would be still. I thought of what they say about sleeping on the wrong end of the bed, and how it would welcome ghost. Ghosts? More like oversleeping I think, or bad habits. I was so scared yesterday. It was the first time I had dreams like that. Before it was just phases of dreams with different themes... running away, death... I think i'm fucked in the head. Please don't let this mark the beginning of another string of bad dreams.
wow, i know *exactly* what you're talking about chowse. what i described once as "one of those half-conscious dreams, where you know you are dreaming. With a strong exertion of will I may have opened my eyes to shatter the dreamscape. Fascination and horror held me inert." those dreams are SO scary. i've had them periodically since i was a child.
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