15.6.11



Matt sent me this song and it touched me so deeply, I cried and cried and cried... After some overplaying I think, I am sorry too, for the most obvious but also the small things.  And I think, if it could all be said, this song would be the start of it.

He said I must hate the way this guy sings.  I didn't at all, not today, and now I think never, in this song anyway.

Later he said I have a lot of pride.  Sigh.  Wow.  Self centered, yes but proud?  I've done some pretty terrible things, and I have taken a lot of harsh words even coming from my own mouth.  If not wanting to be treated like a dog is considered too proud then what can I say...  BIG SIGH.  I knew it.

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